virgin

This day, I couldn't do my lashes the way I normally do when stepping out.  Exhausted from everything, for the first time I knew I couldn't get it together.  Wanting to cancel my plans, that too was not possible.  So, I took my my dark eye makeup out then I was like, I dislike 'old' (familiar, dated).  SInce I was spent, it equated to fuck it.

Two colored lipsticks that I loved on G and Catt are in my personal drawer.  I have them because they are so pretty.  As you know, I am super particular and just in case.....if I ever dare wear color........

Media from MAC.  No lipliner because it would emphasize my lips in the wrong way.  Like confined, small colored lips.  So, I applied the lipstick straight to my lips (one swipe) and rubbed.  Dabbed a little off.  FT'ed a friend, got a second opinion and rolled out. 

Assessment - So surprised that I did this.  It was a quick draw movement and glad I did it.  I owned it because I will not not own it.  Felt good but it wasn't my natural, normal kill. 

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